ABC of me--- I like these responses

A
- Available: always
- Age: 21- Annoyance: being late, not having money, boys (most of the time)
- Animal: own: my favorite fat kitties Franklin and Elenor!!! My heart belongs to them...sad but true

B
- Beer: maybe once in a BLUE MOON....
- Birthday: April 3- remember it
- Best Friend: WELL here we go: Fat, Julie Ann, Tay, Katy, MB, MJ, Ash
- Best feeling in the world: laughing so hard you can't breathe
- Blind or Deaf: deaf. I know sign language already but I couldn't begin to think about not being able to see the ones I love.
- Best weather: jeans, t-shirt, flip flop weather which could be all year along for me but spring/summer
- Been in Love: HA! NO! I do love my family friends and kitties! .... I sound like an old maid with her cats. sad.
- Been on stage?: I danced jazz, tap and ballet growing up and Variety Show and All Sing sooo YES!
- Believe in Magic: I do like that song. It was one of my faves in Middle School. But, no. fate yes.
- Believe in Santa: No but don't tell people...some people still do...shhhh

C
- Candy: Anything just around but M&Ms and Reeses
- Color: pink/green, green/brown, brown/blue but mainly GREEN!!!- Chocolate/Vanilla: Ice cream? Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese and that sounds yummy right now.....
- Cake or pie: pie (pronounced with southern drawl)...pecan to be honest- Continent to visit: Europe/Australia
- Cheese: I love cheese....like no joke...

D
- Day or Night: afternoon
- Dance in the rain: I am always dancing

E
- Eyes: blue and my favorite body part
- Everyone has: to poop
- Ever failed a class: Yearbook...sad but true. It was later changed when my mom called.

F
- First thoughts waking up: what time is it?
- Food: how do you think I got this hot bod?

G
- Greatest Fear: rejection
- Goals: travel, get married, babies, live happily in love
- Gum: when my breathe is bad or I'm bored (it helps my ADD)
- Get along with your parents?: I love my mom...she gets on my nervous at times but I couldn't image my life without her, she is my rock. I miss/love my pops
- Good luck charm: my Kappa Delta recommitement bracelet and my binky (security blanket) and prayer

H
- Hair Color: Brown
- Height: 5'1"
- Happy: love. friendship. family. life. memories. laughter. experiences. and the dog from 7th Heaven
- Holiday: stressful and a good time to celebrate and a wonderful song by Madonna
- How do you want to die: as a hero, not alone, not for a long time, full of life

I
- Ice Cream: brownie fudge....yum
- Instrument: I play the saxaphone. drums. bassoons. and a mean spoon (jk on the spoons part)

J
- Jewelry: pearls. simple and classic. unqiue.
- Job: booo...but i need one...i babysit now for an awesome family!

K
- Kids: want them...life dream to be a mom.
- Kickboxing or karate: omg. tking a kickboxing class my freshman year in college was one of my worst decisons of my life. I couldn't walk for days.
- Keep a journal?: I always try, want to but it just never happens. I tend to forget about it.

L
- Longest Car Ride: to Boston/Canada growing up every year in the summer or to Florida every year for Christmas
- Love: I wonder if and when and with whom it will come into my life. it is both desired and feared.
- Laughed so hard you cried: have you meet me or my friends...it happens at least 3 times a week.

M
- Milk flavor: skim or soy but skim...I am too poor for soy now of days
- Motion sickness?: only going to Huber Farm after eating enough for a small army.
- McD's or BK: McD's hands down. they have blue powerade and the 2 cheeseburger meal. Everytime I take a bite it reminds me of my childhood.

N
- Number of Siblings: 2 awesome older brothers: James and Mason...pimps that is what they are.
- Number of Piercings : I just got my ears repierced becuase of Natalie's peer pressure. I am happy about it and never thought that day would actually ever come
- Number: my lucky number is 4 and I always try everything twice.

O
- One wish: To be filled with joy and memories to last a life time with the ones I love.

P
- Perfect Pizza: italian...lots of cheese and little sauce.
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke... I was an addict for this summer.

Q
- Quote: bring a new spin to life daily. I have so many.... "Well behaved women rarely make history" is one of my tops

R
- Reason to cry: an emotional movie or book. getting hurt emotionally or physically. death. ending of chapter but the beginning of the unknown.
-Reality T.V.: I always wanted to go on Real World. And, I am exicited about the new Bachelor season with a hottie mchot hot Jason...I would accept his rose
- Radio Station: an escape mix to reality at the lake
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: sure can
- Ring size: Which finger? 7 1/2 but you never really know

S
- Song: I couldn't live without good music...favorite song: it changes all the time but I really enjoy: She by Elvis Castillo
- Shoe size: 7-8
- Salad Dressing: Raspberry vingerate
- Sushi: yes please!
- Skipped school: no I tend to "cancel" class- Slept outside: I lived out of a tent for 3 months sooo a BIG yes
- Smoked?: I am a puff momma...but not cigs.
- Skinny dipped? I live in a lake town you are burn skinny dipping.
- Sing well?: I think so but I never really let it come out infront of people becuase I am afraid of their honest thoughts of it.
- In the shower?: that is where I sing the most and practice speeches too or lessons
- Swear?: have you meet an italian/irish/greek person that doesn't? that is what I beeping thought
- Strawberries/Blueberries: both but strawberries take the prize

T
- Time for bed: when I am finished with everything
- Thunderstorms: love when I am watching tv/or listening to music with the AC on. but I hate it when it gets really bad....dang big-t fear.

U
- Unpredictable: I love that Jaime Foxx song....I am going to lose something to this song. Also, anything that comes into my mind or comes out of my mouth can be unpredictable.

V
- Vacation spot: Anywhere!!! Anytime!!! Count me in!!!

W
- Weakness: laziness, shopping, bowties
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: all of them but probally: MJ, TAY, FAT, MB
- Who makes you laugh the most: all of them...that is why we are friends- Worst feeling: failing, nervousness,
- Wanted to be a model?: yes. I actually thought when you took pictures as a little kid you had to pose. I think if models could be 5 foot and chunky I would win with some of those poses I busted out.
- Worst Weather?: Humidity. hot southern sticky summer weather. and down pours with no unmbrella and wet shoes/pants

X
- X-Rays: all the time...I have had some wierd injuries in my time.
- Ex's: one is gay that is a fun experience. one is married and a baby (praise Jesus it is not me- Thank you Jesus!)

Y
- Year it is now: 2008
- Yellow: I love red and yellow

Z
- Zoo animal: animal crackers yummy! and funny pittsburgh zoo field trips...flamingo is hungry and eating pine cones....ahahahah

music...makes the people... dance!

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?Steady as We Go- Dave Matthews Band....true statement
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?The One that Got Away- Natasha Bedingfield....burn to those boys
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?Milk Cow Blues Boogie- Tyler Hilton (Walk the Line Soundtrack)...wtf
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?Disease- Matchbox Twenty....I did just get over the Bronch
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?Freek- A- Leek- Petey Pablo .... HAHAHAHAHAHA....????WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?Baby I Would- O Town....nice
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?Little Bitty Pretty One- Aaron Carter (Princess Diaries Soundtrack)....sure maybe because I am so short
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?Then The Morning Comes (Smash Mouth)....right when the alarm goes off
WHAT IS 2 + 2?Champagne Supernova- Oasis....i love this song, could be true with champagne
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?The Heart of Worship- Michael W. Smith...how precious
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?My All- Mariah Carey...sign to the future? nope.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?Say You Love Me- Fleetwood Mac...dang itWHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?Nobody Knows (Grey's Anatomy Theme Song)....AIN'T IT THE TRUTH!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls...odd
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?I Saw the Sign- Ace of Base....ahahahah...I'm sure my 2 brothers they didn't see the sign...praise Jesus I came around..pppssshhhWHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?Waiting on a Friend- The Rolling Stones....I could
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?My Addiction- Chris Brown...that is what probally killed me
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?Little Things- Good Charlotte...I do love details
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?Fall in Love- Kenny Chesney....my biggest secret is falling in love???
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?Y.M.C.A.- The Villiage People... good memory though KD Halloween Party!
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?Stay (Wasting Time)- Dave Matthews Band....but it happens all the time
HOW WILL YOU DIE?Kryptonite- 3 Doors Down....like Superman
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?Where to Begin- My Morning Jacket....true!
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?Wisemen- James Blunt...smart people = boo
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?Rock Your Socks- Tenacious D...odd
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?Yahweh- Shawn McDonald... I guess this means yes?
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?Think Twice- Celine Dion and Peabo Bryson aka The Beauty and the Beast Song... am I the beauty or the beast can be kinda scary.
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?Keep it Moving- Mary J. Blige...burn to my ego
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?Caught Up- Usher...being caught up? can be true
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?Lost- Nora Jones...that I'm lost...it happens
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO BE MOST RIGHT NOW?Heat of the Moment- Asia...like itWHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?I Wanna Do It All- Terri Clark....PERFECT SONG!

random random random

It appears that people want me to do this 16 random facts about myself becuase I am truly R.A.N.D.O.M.. Well here it goes. I hope it is up to your standards of randomness...These are in no special order...

1) Nothing has never been given to me I have to work extremely hard for everything I received. I wish I was one of those people that just get things handed to them that I feel that I am surrounded by. My perfectionist ideals about things I accomplish come from this hard working mindset...
2) I have a tail. A legit tail. I had surgery during J Term my soph. year of college to get a cyst removed from my lower back which caused me to have tai. Also, where my tail is located l have no feeling in my butt (swear!)...I'll show anyone if you want to see it or if you don't believe me.
3) I haven't brushed my hair since I was 16 when I spent the summer in England/France. I forgot to pack my hair brush. So, I made the decision to spend my money on shoes/random things/ but mostly on non Union approved beverages (if you know what I mean). Since then I haven't. It only gets brushed when someone else does...no matter what the length...to my butt or to my chin...no brushing goes down.
4) I love weddings. Seriously. Everything about it. I love the little details that go into planning it. It is such a girly thing for anyone to admit. But it is probally the girliest things about me. I love what the wedding symbolizes, the pictures, the wedding cake...which is yummy. love it...maybe one day.
5) In my family I am really quite. I know this seems odd to all my friends but it is true. I am usually the one just sitting there listening to everyone. So many stories and characters in my family. I think this may be the reason why I am so loud among my friends becuase my brain believes that to be heard you must be loud and random.
6) I love reading books. I can go through a book a day. There is nothing like a good read. I love to just be engulfed in a great book that you can invest in the little stories in them which you can invision what is going on. I can be such a nerd...small fact.
7) I don't like Christmas. I love the meaning of Christ being born but I don't like the materialistic side of it. I can not stand Christmas music. Only on Christmas Eve/Day. I am not s Scrooge or the Grinch... I haven't had a "tradional" Christmas in such a long time. We don't even put a Christmas tree up. Christmas is always rough for me for a lot of deeper issues but it is not my favorite...St. Patrick's Day would take the honors.
8) Excuse my French...."Orlando Bloom has touched my ass". The movie Elizabethtown was filmed in Lousiville my senior year and my bff Lynn aka Fat went everyday for a week while my other bff Julie Ann went on the first day. We pretty much stalked him for a week. Probally the best week of my life. Anyway I have met him like 5 times. And one time he signed my jeans that were ripped on the hip. They are now in a box somewhere in our garage since our last move.
9) I have been homeless for a year. My mom randomly moved my freshman year in college before waiting for our house to be built. Therefore, I lived anywhere...but mainly with my second mother Laura where I shared a bedroom with a middle schooler Kayla who I love. In that year... I lived out of a tent in our garden for 3 months in the summer. We didn't have any plumbing so I had to go to the camp site (we live in a lake town) to go to the bathroom and washed my hair with a hose.
10) I believe that my God given gift is gift giving. I wish that I was loaded, therefore; I could buy everyone little gifts. You can ask anyone who has recieved a gift from me and that will support this statement. There is nothing like finding the perfect gift for someone. You could ask my lils (all four- the most ever...Bekah, Naomi, Molly and Sarah---loves!).
11) You know I how mentioned that summer in Europe above well... when I was traveling back into the red, white and blue country. I was considered a terrorist. I had 2 tickets to my name because one never got canceled and that is a sign of being a terrorist. I was pulled aside and questioned in Paris for about 2 hours almost making me miss the flight. Therefore, I was yelled at, searched, questioned etc while I was crying because I didn't understand what was going on. I guess my last name didn't help the fact either. The only reason I got home was becuase the lady I was with was my mom's college room mate slipped $100 to the men. Great protection right? Still to this day my mom is still scared that I wouldn't be able to go out of the country.
12) I have already come up with the names of my children... I hope my hubby likes it... Girls: Lillian (Lilly) Grace, Elizabeth (Izzie) May, Alexandria (Xandy) Lynn. All the girls are named after someone in my family... Lilly: godmother. Grace: cousin. Izzie: about 4 women in my fam. Lynn: my momma. Boys: Cooper Fabrizio and Trent Philip. Both named after my daddy. That is another severe girlie thing...gross...I just want to honor people I love with the names of my children...
13) I love Kappa Delta more than anyone can ever know. I don't know, it gives me this rush of exicitiment when every I think about it. I have made some of my best friends in the whole entire world though Kappa Delta. I would not be the same person if it was not for it. I can't even begin to think of my life without being an active member next semester. I have put countless amount of thought, blood, tears, laughter, time, trust and love into it. Just saying...I was named one of the Top 10 VP- Memberships last year...just saying. I live by : Let us strive for which is honorable, beautiful and highest... everday of my life. I am a Kay Dee lady who bleeds green through and through. I know that isn't random but I just wanted to clarify if you were ever unsure.
14) I love to pretend shop online. I like to go to websites and look at all the things that I would buy if I could. It is a good thing that I am blessed with a heavy bank account becuase it would be on like whoa... If you are ever bored try it. But the trick is that you can't buy anything. Websites I look at: Pottery Barn, Nordstroms, Gap, Old Navy, ebay, Vicky Secrets, and J. Crew
15) The worlds best feeling is laughing so hard you can't breathe while being surrouded by family and friends. One thing that gets me laughing ever time is at nbcolypmics.com with Ryan Lochte who loves McDonalds. I love it. It gets me everytime.
16) Ok thinking of the last one was hard becuase I could keep going...I have watched almost all the dvds in the Jeffersonville Public Library in one summer. The summer after my senior year in high school. It was so bad that I could tell when new movies came it or when they were out of order. Also, the librarians got to know me by my first name. So there you go...I hope it is random enough for you. I could keep going. But, if you are around me enough you will learn more. I hope you learned something new about me or you were reminded of funny or odd things about me. ps. my foot is asleep after finally finishing this bad boy.

PEACE!

the calm before the storn is gone.

My life is like a vaccum...it sucks. Blake likes to use the vaccum analogy.
Seriously. My life sucks.
I am beyond stressed. I can't explain it.
9 days and it will be all over. The longest 9 days ever.
STRESSED. SUCKED. STRESSED. SUCKED. SLEEPY!
Thats me.
Until next time...I guess in like 11 days.

Back to School- oh Billy Madison

So it has been awhile. Of course life is crazy down here at school. Oh the joys of back to school. Today is the first day. Have I'd shared that I hate going to class. If we could be in college without the classes it would be one of the best things ever. I really just want to sleep in until my body thinks I should wake up. I would say that would be about 3-4 hours from now. And, why do we always think you have to look cute on the first few days of school. Dang you mother and pop culture with your back to school clothes commericals. I will look cute in my new green cardigan. But, I really just want to wear my pjs with wacked out hair and not care.





In more amazing exiciting news rather than the first day of lamo school (and my senior year...yikes!)... new Oprah's start today. And, do we remember how obsessive I am/was about the Olympics? Well, the athletes are going to be there today! I didn't think Ryan would be there becuase he is kinda a crackhead sometimes. But, I saw this picture with about half of Ryan's face! SO RYAN LOCHTE IS ON OPRAH TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss him so much. I actually miss the Olympics really bad. How long until the next one? I couldn't save the orginal one that I saw however I did find this one...


It is Oprah and the boys. Hottie in the black or is that dark blue. Oh well my love is there. This almost make the first day amazing! He will brighten my day after being gloomy in freshmen (Math 101 and Biology 100- thats right) classes. I love mom. And, Aaron Piersol's lovely pose...he looks like a sorority girl. haha. The boys look so cute. Who is the flamer next to Ryan in the front? I don't remember him.

I sadly have to start getting ready my roomies are far along with that process. Well Stephanie is done because she just left for her 8 o'clock. Karyne is blow drying her hair- just amazed she is up. Katy still asleep.

Until next time...

Proud to be a Kay Dee

Spirit Week is finally OVA. I can't believe that is done. I put so much work into it. I do believe that it will pay off. I think the girls truely grasped the amazing thing about being a Kappa Delta. Our sisterhood is untouchable. We have been through so much as a chapter and nothing could take us down. We are going to kill it this year.

It was so much fun. Which is exactly what I was going for through it. We have cowboys, pirates and marathon runners. Jen our CDC is amazing! I l.o.v.e. her! She is so much fun to be with. It is going to be odd not having her around.

Betty if you are reading this....HELLO!

We had so many funny stories going on throughout the days:

• We love red and yellow at the Senior Citizen Center
• CAT!
• Patty the Perfect PNM
• Puppy
• 2 wenis is circuis crap
• I am so OVA him
• Everyone loves some Michael Phelps
• You are shaking the bed
• Harold
• thong but not thong underwear
• We love to steal from the Theather Dept.

And so many more...Pictures coming later...

Until next time

i hope none of my clothes are on the highway

It is almost Spirit Week....AHHH
I am in Nashville right now sitting next to my lil Molly. Still working on things....all of it will never get done.
I can't believe it is here. I never thought it would seriously come.
I kinda don't want school to start. I want to keep being a bum. With my LYNN!

I miss you.
I will send you bumper stickers soon. However, it isn't working. Stupid application! I couldn't see the ones you sent me. STUPID!

PS. I AM PRO HAWAIIAN AND MERICN.

until next time.

We can bff for really ever!

The hotties are even (best) friends. I have the dream that Katy, Lynn and I will be at swim meets in the future sitting by each other screaming for our hot amazing husbands. I can see it now. We can all live next to each other with all the little ones running around. AWESOME....look there are pictures to prove it.

I'm ADDICTED...

I am surrounded around the Olympics...it is seriously my favorite part of 4 years...it is better than Christmas. I look forward to it every year. My fave sport is .... swimming....duh. HOTTIES. Here are my fave swimming....

MY FAVE! RYAN LOCHTE!

Yes, that is a grill...and party house hair and he is rockin Kappa Delta...green with skulls.... He is a laid back funny dude. I love him. And...he is an amazing swimmer. I think I might marry him.

Then there is Aaron Piersol.... Lynn is going to marry him.

Then there is duh. Micheal. Micheal Phelps...Katy's husband

Walker Texas Ranger's Biggest Fan....

So I am hanging out with my favorite roomie ever...

Mary Beth!

She leaves for law school...American University in Washington, DC on Saturday. So I came down yesturday to spend the next few days with her. She is going to be so far. I miss her already.

I LOVE ME SOME MB!

Until next time...

Oh Canada Oh Canada

I just got back from Canada. It was ridiculous. I just spent 26 hours in the car. SICK! We only stayed in Canada for like 5 hours. It was a complete mess. I will share details about it later.

My grammy had no idea on who I was. I guess that is expected though. My grandpa Al has cancer. He has 2 big tumors on his face. It was so sad. I will probally being going back up to Canada within the year for one of my favorite things to do ever...funreals. YEAH....not.

But, I did get to spend time with my crazy cousin Catherine and the Pittsburgh gang. Cute pictures to be up shortly.

Now, back in the car to go visit Julie in Muncie...I think secertly I love being in the car for days.

On good news: computer is back from Best Buy land and it is fixed!

Until next time

*countdown*

37 days until Spirit Week!!!!!!!!!!

It seems far but also closer than I thought...

I need to get to work...

37 days until I am back with my sisters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored Out of My Mind

So I am sitting at home...for another night.
I am babysitting Nicole and Nick (doesn't that sound like My Big Fat Greek Wedding- with all the Nick names).
We are watching Elf...makes me miss come certain friends.
I miss all my friends. I am stick of being bored at home by myself and my crazy family. I want to have fun with friends. How long until see all of them again.
This starts my new thing... but I can't deside what to do either.
countdown to Spirit Week aka Kappa Delta Camp or Move In.

I think I might do Move In becuase then I can see ALL of my friends.

I will be back with my discovery of how many days.

Until next time.

Loves of my Life right now...tv/book!

Back in da ville. Just watching some Bravo. The new season of the one of the world's best show ever started again...praise Jesus.

PROJECT RUNWAY SEASON 5!!!

I hope the designers are as good as last year. I mean last year there was Rami, Christian, Jillian and Chris... I could keep going with the amazing designers. I haave hope, Tim and Hiedi wouldn't let me down. It makes me happy that this wonderful part of my life is back. I needed good tv in my life.

In other great fabulous assests in my life is the book... I Heart Recruitment. Yes I said I Heart Recruitment is the title of the book. So you know this book would end up on my bookshelf. Duh! I am completly obsessed with Recruitment. Sadly. I need to go to like Recruiment Obsessed Addiction class. The reason why I know about this book is that when I was at NLC one of the authors, Jessica, gave an amazing presentation. AMAZING! And, she knew where little Zeta Beta was...at Union...she checked us out. Wierd. But awesome. I promote and recommend this book for anyone who is big up the their sorority world like on exec board or if you are a party head or want to be or is Rush Chair (in KD terms...VP-Membership---like me!).

Anyway. I read it in about 2 hours. no joking. I was taking notes, nodding my head and laughing. I loved it. I really think that this book has amazing things to say for any chapter. I know for a fact that this book will make an impact on the Zeta Beta recruitment this year. We are going to rock it. Chi O and Zeta better watch themself. I know we will have some haters on campus. What is new? NOTHING. But, our recruitment will rock. We are bringing value to recruitment. WATCH OUT... THE GOLDEN GIRL WILL BRING HER TOUCH TO RECRUITMENT. Anyway. this is my pet peeve, soap box and passion.

Peace Out A-Town

Well.
The time has come.
Back to the barn.
YAAA-HOOO!
That is how I feel about.
NOT!
Well I am going to swim
and paint
and sleep.

But, hopefully sleep.
I think I will be back like in a few days.
Then I am either going to Canada or Flordia.
I don't know which one.
I haven't decided...
or care.

I saw Wall-e and Hancock at the drive in with Allison and Sara Kennedy.
Both of them were good.
Wall-e was so cute...beautiful.
PS. Sara Kennedy is engaged.
I have failed in life.

Until next time.

the man who holds my heart in his hands.

So everyone knows that every now and then I get hooked on a new guy in the world. There has been: Orlando, Anderson, Nick Thompson. Well here is the new one....drum roll please...

Jason Mesnick (pictures above) from the Bachorlette. He was the one who DeAnna broke his heart. He was the one that was not picked, duh, but he was in the final two. She picked Jesse. Oh well. She is cut out of my life, we are done being friends. And, really all that I learned about her was how much Brad broke her hear. WHATEVER~ you broke Jason's...you hoe. But back on Jason, I felt so bad for Jason. I like tried 4 times for this boy in the finale and the after the final rose special. I NEVER CRY BC OF A TV SHOW! Like pause (thank you tivo) and walk away crying and fell out of the chair into fetal position crying. IT WAS BAD.

Well, I love him. I always thought he was perfect in the show. But, close to the end, I was like DAMN...MARRY ME! He has a son, Ty, who is 3 and he is so cute. He is the little boy in the picture. I just love him. I have nothing else to say.

Good traits of Jason: he is duh a great father, he is funny, smart, sensitive, he loves sports, adventourous, caring, dead sexy, romantic, comforting, just a BLAST. He is everything I have ever wanted in a dude. I just love him. He kinda looks like Baby Daddy Hammond...which makes Travis hotter...ps.

So earlier this week I was bored looked up his name and felt like a stalker. I don't want to get into details but I just felt like it. And I didn't even try. I want to barf that is how wierd and gross I felt. It wasn't anything too bad but still. Maybe I am growing from my stalker phase in life. AWESOME. Anyway, while I was looking for a picture to put on here for you guys I found some gross and straight stalker stuff out. I didn't read any of it but some lady found his divorce papers online...FREAKY! That is way too much for me.

Well. I love Jason. He is wonderfully amazing. The dream of the guy I have ever wanted in life. Now if only he was a few years younger, and around here (he lives in Seattle- not stalking they say it on the show-hello the take home date) and to love me back.

One day. My Jason will come. I mean if Jason did come. I wouldn't hate it.

boom boom!

The Fourth of July has come and gone. Fun and memoriable times with the ever so crazy family of mine. Seeing all my precious cousins makes me want to have babies...and lots of them...SICK! They are just so precious. I got to see the newest babies in the ever expanding family, Layla and Grayson. There were over 21 people at the barn for this time of year.
Basically all that happened was...
mud (lots of if), lake time, naked slip in slide ( I had clothes on), cousins everywhere, lots of food, and hinding the fact that we like to cuss and drink. oh and fireworks.

It was ok. I will put on pictures later. My computer is being super slow. I guess that is what I get for being at the library. It will not let me on facebook...how will I live without that...I have like 20 new notifications.

My plan for the next few days are to clean, sleep, paint, work on Julie's skit for the Sigma Sigma chapter, read and watch movies...and swim if the weather premits.

until next time!

The Family is Coming

Well... I am going back to the boring barn. YEAH! So my only contact with the outside world will be my cell phone.

But, my whole family is coming! Like My Aunt Liz and Aunt Lisa! The wacked out side of my family is coming! Yeah! It will be fun. I love my family.

I probably wouldn't update for a while just because I don't have the internet at home. Sadness. Also, I have to send my computer away to get fixed. Finally. How long ago was the tornado and I'm just now getting it fix. I will be dying of boredom. Thank God for the library. And reading books...
New book: I Heart Recruitment

Until next time....

I am a Rock Star!

I am not what one would think as a rock star. I'm not traveling on tour with major acts as Bon Jovi, Coldplay or the Spice Girls. I can play instruments: saxophone, bassoon and drums.

But, I do feel that I am on tour with an amazing act Kappa Delta. Well...the Zeta Beta chapter.

I first went to Memphis to meet up with some members of my chapter to go to Headquarters. We were the guinea pigs to the new CDCs. They are AMAZING! I want all of them to come to our chapter. We helped them with their workshops they learned to help chapters with Membership mainly. We got to meet National Vice President Membership Betty Milkey. I LOVE HER! It was a lot of fun to hang out in HQ, with the new CDCs and major a major National Kay Dee Lady. This isn't something that happens all the time. Matter of fact this is the first time a chapter has come into the training of the CDCs. My favorite part was spending the night. Only 6 of us stayed and there wasn't much sleeping going on. We took so many funny pictures within the house. Melissa's sliding across the marble floor was priceless.

Two week later I was flying to Boston for NLC (National Leadership Conference). I learned so much about Kappa Delta and to better our chapter. I also got to meet the rest of the National Council (yes...and Bonnie). They knew who Zeta Beta was and knew who I was. Betty gave me a big hug when she saw me...I think she loves me. Bonnie is more than you think. She is funny, crazy, personal and she just has this glow around her. I finally got to meet Kristen Love my CDM...she like my bff! I love her!!!!! I was told that my formal report is floating around in the world of KD and everyone loves it. Kristen asked for my permission for my ideas to go to other chapters. I was forced to the CDC meeting (even though I have an extra year until that point) and Beth Grey and Kristen told me about becoming a CDM in the future.

My favorite memory was when we went to go get the formal pictures taken with the national council on the last day. And when we walked up they started yelling and clapping for Zeta Beta. They were so loud. I loved it. I almost fell over and cried. It was beautiful. It was great to feel that love and warmth and importances. Second, was the nights with Michelle and Julie (VP-M from Iowa St- Sigma Sigma) just hanging out and doing cheers and some singing late at night.

It was a blast!

***Snaps to***
New CDCs!: Jen, Jennifer, Jessie, Sarah, Georgia, KJ, Erin
Zeta Betas who stayed the night at HQ: Bekah, Molly, Jill, Melissa, Erin
Boston Crew: Michelle, Heather, Melanie and Julie (honor ZB!)

till next time!

Fresh New Page

So my darling best Lynn Ashley Davis aka Fat or Hubby has been pushing me to write on my livejournal from back in the day. However, she recently stopped and started this blog for me. I love it. She made it so pretty.

*****snaps for Lynn*******

Hopefully, I will write on this more than I do on other things... I tend to forget to share my knowledge with the world. Shocking once you get to know me and the fact I am not afraid to share anything.

I have tons of entries to share (be patient all in good time)

1. Kappa Delta Headquarter visit
2. Kappa Delta NLC in Boston
3. Planning for Recruitment
4. Boring life at the Barn
5. Kappa Delta anything

If you haven't caught on that mainly my life is devoted to the wonderful world of...KAPPA DELTA.

So prepare yourself for a lot of that yummy stuff.

Until next time...